my awakening consciousness

….and now we’re back

Filed under: daylilies — waterlily at 6:12 pm on Thursday, December 6, 2007

i was expecting tuesday to be around the same as monday but oh my god, it was back to clutching my head and being struck by sudden random waves of nausea. all i wanted to do was sleep which i hate during the day because it feels like the nightmare days of junkie-hood when i spent all my days in a semi-conscious stupor. i remember how good it felt after about a year of being clean (first year was mostly sickness, withdrawals and cravings) to be awake in the day, in the light, amongst the living.

monday was a ray of hope though, a promise of things to come. i’ll cling to that.

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