my awakening consciousness


Filed under: daylilies — waterlily at 7:45 pm on Monday, December 3, 2007

got some sleep last night maybe 2-3 consecutive hours…more than i’ve had since the start of this little excursion into the land of pharmaceutical mind mending. yoda was feeling a little under the weather and he always gets a little clingy then, so he jumps up on the bed at 2 or 3 in the morning, settles in all comfy right next to my head and screams till i awaken. it’s hard to stay mad at the frail little guy though, he’s really getting old and all he wants is some soothing and stroking and soft words and he’s so happy.. a few hours later i drag my expanding leaden body out of the bed. i’ve eaten more in the last week than i did in the previous 2 years combined and i feel huge and bloated and – after yesterdays enraged spaz attack – also feel like a dozen gigantic steroid crazed angry gang members beat the crap out of me last night. other than these minor complaints , sunday goes uneventfully. i take a whopping dose of ibuprofen with coffee and PLENTY of food in the morning and the pain subsides into a screaming, blinding kinda thing…at night it returns and i’m so worn down from it, i sleep! day 4 is passed.

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